Saturday, June 21, 2008

Of Uncalled-For Emotions and Holding Hands

I'm not sure what to write, but nothing at all has been happening. You would think that would be a good thing, because at least if nothing happens at least nothing bad can happen, but with N gone, and the rest of my friends seemingly fallen off the face of the Earth, I have been quite deprived of human interaction. It's making me kind of depressed. Today I went for a walk all by myself, just for the heck of it, and I saw so many couples walking around. It just figures that when I'm feeling so lonely, I see so many couples walking around holding hands. Just when I don't have anyone to hold hands with... But such is life. I have been doing a lot of packing, but... that's lonely, too. I just can't seem to get my mind of how lonely I feel, which is kind of crap, since I had acting class this morning and saw plenty of people. And went swimming with D, T, and S (who apparently likes me-- what next?) just yesterday. And I'm seeing M and Me tomorrow. What's wrong with me? Whatever. I'm just gonna go wallow in my own company now. I just really want a boyfriend...

Lonely,
Rosie L.

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